I wonder if this deep sadness is true?

Or, is it divine longing that whispers this life isn’t through? 

I’ve experienced happiness so sweet; 

now that it’s gone, all that’s left inside is to weep.

My heart has broken, and a part of me has died.

At least at love, I can say I tried. 

I wish heaven would already come,

because into True Love’s literal arms I’d run. 

I wonder about the purpose for this pain!

Or, will sunshine chase away the rain? 

His pain and death have made my hope secure;

And only His power can give me strength to endure –

heartbreak, sadness, loss, and death – 

When my will has died will be when He gives breath.